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ok well this weekend was awesome friday and sat but now it sucks on sunday cause no one is around to do n e thin. also my dad is an asshole alot. hes goanna give himself a heart attack cause he gets so mad and tense all the time. i got a cool cactus, that was fun. uhh yeh thats about all i hafta say except that school really blows and i think that once im out of college im goanna try and do something that lets me be a beach bum with a killer pad near the water but that i can easily get away from, if that makes any sense, because todays society is too dam strict. oh yeh green days new cd rocks

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ok so seriously i have like the most boring schedual in the world, cept for spainish and history, i mean i almost fall asleep everyday. fantelli is an idiot, fox is mind numbing, and engineering we dont do anything new, ahhh i hate it. oh yeh humans were not meant to sit around all day trying to dispute wether or not 2+2=4. we're supposed to be out doing something active, wonder how so many people get fat hm.....

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well i slept over sharkies house with trav and we had some very long discussions about religion, nudity, humans in general. i thought id share a theory i kinda came up with with you guys. so here goes: every natural disaster, sickness, and other weird death realted things are caused by something in this world trying to make up for the human population. cause think about it (i kno i stole this part from the matrix, but hey its true) were like a virus. we go into an area, destroy what is already there then build our own stuff and multiply then spread again. were the only aniamls on earth that do that. some plants mebbe, but everything else adapts to what is there, not destroys it. so all in all the earth is trying to kill us to like cope with what were doing to it.

ok well ive realized a couple of things over the past week. first off our hist class is perty cool (ie parison and rachael b) also that kenny klayman is never in his classroom when i need him to be, but i finally got some driving time schedualed. also that although mrs.dubzinski is kinda crazy shes a relif from my boring teachers. (ie fantenelli, fox, anderson, and uhh prolly someone else). and lastly how much i hate haloscan cause i cant figure out how to put it in my blog (angry shaking of fist directed in the general direction of haloscan) ok so here's a song that i wrote in mrs. foxs long block class today, because she is boring as all hell, uhh its about realtionships falling through and the intial love fading away. comments are more than welcome. so here goes:
Phenix (the name of the band i want to start) As The Feeling Fades
Days on the beach
Nights inside
watch the fire burn
AS i lay by your side
The feelings fly through my headas the fire dies

As the feeling fades
WE wish for more
as the feeling fades
youre walking out the door
and as the feeling fades
we think about the past
as the feeling fades

I saw you again
Made me burn inside
Days come flashing back
The nights side by side
Wishing we would soon be again
AS we were before
But again the wall is there
makes love lives a chore

and as the feeling fades
we wish for more
as the feeling fades
youre walking out the door
as the feeling fades
we think about the past
as the feeling fades

(why didnt we try)
what made you cry
(why didnt we try)
before we split
(why didnt we try)
To fix it

and as the feeling fades
we wish for more
as the feeling fades
youve walked out the door
as the feeling fades
You leave me thinking bout the past
as the feeling fades
i wish the would last

ok so im pissed at mis parentes because they are dumb. first off i think my dad called my gay so if i were bigger than him, hed be in the hospital right now. no offense to the gay population, but im straight and i dont appreciate being called gay by my parents. also my parents wont let me get a cell phone unless i get above a b in all my classes this term, and if in any other term i do worse than a B (ie B-) i cant use it till next report card, how dumb is that. also i hate mr.klayman because he's never around so i can't schedual driving time, which i would like to so i can get away from my parents and go do fun stuff. umm school sucks major balls. my luches are ok but my classes suck, except ap. also i don't know if this is true in the other ap class, but i've noticed that in mine and adam's class all the new kids take way too many notes and are like textbooks when they define things, hello people, think for yourselves that's what ap history's all about. yeh that pisses my off to no end. also in my last post i realized i used the word spiel, which i for one think is the coolest thing ever. also how do i get haloscan? cause i want people to comment more.

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ok so here goes fake livejournal style, but still...boo live journal

[music: lostprophets]

[mood: eh]

so today was the first day of school, and i gotta admit i was kinda excited to see everyone but then when i got there i was like oh yeh...i remember why i was so happy to leave last year. pretty much my schedual sucks ass, except hist, which rules. umm i read rachaels (brill type) blog and i think that that is a great way to look at life. im goanna try to live part of that, well i kinda already do, cept i need to work on the whole if you like someone go after it without caring about the outcome thing, but the whole live life to the fullest is hard because todays world demands us to fit into a uniform which is dumb and it makes it hard to do the things we really want... for instance SCHOOL TAKES UP TOO MUCH FREAKIN TIME. uhh i was really glad to see everyone tat i hadnt seen over the summer, i didnt rly see kim tho :( but im goanna take up akido, or somethin liek that, i need to be more like chill with my life, cause theres too much stress around me. also everyone should go check out the art display near the office, cause my stool, with che gueverra is in it, so seriously go check it. also on ebay there are those lanc armstrong livestrong bracelets and people are bidding $12 on one bracelet that would normally cost them $1. what idiots, most people are like sheep, they just follow the mold, be a leader thats what makes people interesting when they break the mold. ok im done with that spiel, peace